ENGLISH SPEAKING ZONE

We have new policy here, ummp I think you already know what is it. "ENGLISH SPEAKING ZONE". I know that my english is poor and I've experience lot of 'nosebleed' ha!! whatever I'll just pay 1 peso per sentence for speaking in tagalog or in any other language. Haha But I'll still try to obey its for my own sake. Just Making an Update to myself and to this blog thats been sleeping for a while. ..Well Its still me things changes around me and together with myself. Last night we talk about what improvement we have since we claim to be a christian. .Ha! Its take time for me to think and look upon myself if there are changes.

Well, I became more beautiful than yesterday.. .cool haha just joke a bit. God is so Great that He gave you give you all the things that you need and nothing of what we expactly wanted? When we pray for Wisdom God give us proble, when we pray for strenght God give us difficulties, when we pray for courage God give as Danger.. .But Must of all He give us everything that we needed.

Sometimes we always say everything happen for a reason, but when times come that we encounter difficulties we ask God WHY? We fail to wait, puase, and realize why it happen. .. Don't expect much from life in this world, anyway I dont belong to this world same with you. We are created for heaven and Our Father is waiting for us.

Press On!! press on to the goal and finish the rise well.
Praise God for everything and PROV. 16:3.

Magallanes Trip

First Time ko sa Magallanes hehe. .. huhu wala man lang ako souvenir mga picture lang. ..masaya naman maraming foods sa bahay nila nikz sarap magluto ni mother dear nya. Grabe kami sa tulog I wonder bakit di tumataba si nikz sa kanila. hehe kakapagud nga lang sa biyahe 3 hours mahilu-hilu na ko sa jeep at buz :( buzlog at jeeplog and inabut ko.. gush! ok lang naman masaya naman.. by the way invited kasi sa kanila kasi bday nya last sept 29. eto pic namin.

Getting out of the box!!

There two kind of people in this world. The one who go with the flow of the river and be were ther flow goes by. And the one who go against the flow and have well to risk and be hurt as the flow goes stronger and stronger.

Which fish are you? doesn't matter if what fish are you but but then were river are you swimming. Sorry to confuse you. But that is life, sometimes its to confusing that you make decision that lead you to the way that is not your river to travel on.

Sometimes we need to get out of the box to see what is outside the box. Inside would be our comfort zone that we miss the beauty and wonder of what is outside the box. Outside the box could be cruel that you need to do things out of your nature, out of your will and out of your plan. But then if that is what the box owner wanted you to be. Would you like to be out of the box?

The adventures await. ..

Who is God for Me?

the eyes!! though they can't see God's eyes is always watching closely.



This is my first assignment in Bible school. Quite easy to think of at the second thought but then as i as thick of it become clear what He is to me.

As I pray i always see a child walking in the sea shore with her father, a father were she could lie down here burden and suddenly will tap her back and say its ok my daughter soon it will be ok I'll be thier fixing it with you done be affair. And this little child will be smiling with over flowing gladness at heart co'z she know that theirs nothing wrong could happen to her co'z she have her father by her side watching her moves as she go her way. This child sometimes get lost of what her father used to tell her, became rebellion in her own way. and soon came back with bruises at her knee. Though she know that her father love her that much!! her father is a steadfast father that don't let her doing be spoiled.

Some times she just like to stay in the shore take a walk tell the stories of here life to her brother who's long been with the father and that He have the character of her father. But then this brother is her best friend ever loving and ever caring. He is her best teacher to this world so cold. She couldn't live without Him in her life. The friend that understand with all the grace that this world couldn't understand. This child often times miss understood in her ways but not by her best friend.

This child know and feel through her heart that she is beloved with His Father for the COST. Though she's not rightful to be daughter of heaven for she is a sinner God give the COST to redeem His daughter lost in this world. And time will come that she'll be forever be with her father and no one can snatch her away from the hold of her Father co'z would not allow it.

... I wish you well

This for all the people I love that was lost... I wish you well but I cant help you find yourself. Thiers alot of things that you need to do on your own.. I like this song and the video clips naruto and sazuke. ..Life is unpredectable but God is all-knowing that He do everything for a purpose that is still hidden from all of us and only time can tell. People keep on searching for thier purpose in this world. For me my purpose is to return to my Creator. Like a daughter coming back to His Father.

HAPPY BEE DAY. ..NYAHAHAHA

3.3.3

Dahil sa 3 bisis ako uminun ng kape sa 3 araw ay eyun alas 3 din akong d nakatulog. Eto nga ang tinatawag na espirito ng kape. Ka adik-adik, sa isang gabing paghihintay ng bagyo daw. Buti nalang anjan ang Jamming ni Nanay France na isa ring adik sa Kape. Mga Bangag na at eto ngayun totoo nga na ang syang nahuli ay nauuna, nauna pa kami nagising sa kanila na natulog ng gabi habang kami ay UMAGA na..:) eto ang kape bow.

irregular

. ..ummp eto ang title ng blog ko ngayun..kasi irregular ang bagay-bagay sakin. Simula pagtulog hangan paggising. ..ganito pala ang life. ..parang life. And this is the way I live my life. If my life is just like an ordinary life, it would be boring.
For the past week it is my latest blog by now. I've prepare my youtube presentation for kuya. I've been uploading this about 10 min and counting. I'll be posting it next time.

Change Topic.. ADDICT

Eto ako noon, ang aking madramang pose after ng picture ko nung college na ko... .hehe speechless talaga ko ngayun. Ang alam ko lang may isang tao na nagmahal at nagMamahal sakin at mahal karin Nyah. Nakakabless talaga sarap sa feeling parang ng parang lumulotang ka sa happiness!! yan nalaman nyu na addict ako!!? totoo naman talaga na nakakaaddict.. .Yan magpakaadict tayung lahat sa presenxa Nya sa Buhay natin.

Sakit sa Ulo

Sakit sa ulo, yan ang uso sakin ngayun ewan ko ba anu ba ang mayrun sa tubig na pinampaligo ko at sumakit and ulo ko... haizt. anu ba mayrun sa balat ko at ako lang ang kinagat ng mga insecto samantalang pwede naman na ang katabi ko nalang? anu na mayrun sakin? Ang totoo nyan marami lang talaga ang wala sakin, tulad ng pilitin ko man na kumanta kung talagang talentful ako wala akong magaga dun. Sabagay wala din naman akong pakiaalam sa mga tainga nila kung sumakit dahil sakin. Wala naman akong nilalabag na batas di po ba? 12:38 am na at ggsing pa ko ng maaga peru eto ako ngayun multitasking parin ang drama ng Mafia War, Blog at nasa chatroom pa ako. Parang wala bukas. ..kasi siguro ang oras ay di ulit babalik tulad ng nakaraan at eto ay magging isang ala-ala na lamang ng mga nakaraan na mabubura paglipas ng panahun. Eto ay isa lamang saking mga vampire night. :)

ang nakaraan na ay di na maibabalik

Eto kami nung graduation namin. . Sa damin ng school na nilipatan ko un nakagraduate din. Mahirap talaga pag palipat-lipat mag aadjust ka palagi, taz new friend na naman new teacher din. Peru ok lang un lahat ng bagay may reason di poh ba?

After spending 1 year in grade 1, I've been transfer to a public school there I spend the rest of my grade school. My school then were just near our house :) and I've earn few award them. Dito na naman ng babago ang mga tao sapaligip ko. Sa kagustohan ko na mag-aral sa private school un napalayu ako sa mag naka sanayan ko ng friend and classmate, kasi lahat sila pumasuk sa public.

Naisip ko kung sana di ako nalipat ng public school nung grade 2 na ako, maybe I also got to enter in the class they called SSC (special science class). For me it a discrimination, I believe that all student deserve an equal education no matter how intelligence they are. Aba welga ba toh? Well yun naman talaga ang totoo, wala bang karapatan ang ibang bata sabihin na natin na mahina sila peru di naman un reason para ipagkait ang wastong education o sinasabi nila advance lesson para lang sa mga SPECIAL section?!! Bakit ba sila special alam ko wala naman silang disability. Sorry sa tamaan alam ko di nyu naman un kasalanan at mas lalo naman na di namin kasalanan na mag-isip ng ganito. Naalala ko pa, ng uso na ang college intrance examination, habang naghihirap kami kaka-asikasu ng nga requirement namin un sila ang priority, kasi naman mas mataas nga naman ang chance nila na pumasa sa mga university exam kasi malino naman sila di ba? Eh anu naman sana naman equal naman parin kahit ganun.

Masasabi ko na Poverty ang reason tulad ng sabi sa Subject namin na na sa poverty maraming nag uugat. Sabi ng mama ko ng sinabi ko na sana di nalang ako lumipat ng school, sabi nya di rin daw namin kakayanin ang tution ko para makapag tapus ako. Naisip ko sakin din lang naman bumabalik ang lahat, kung sana inayus ang exam ko nun sa intrance scholarship di sana andun rin ako sa Special Section na yun, sayang din at hindi ako kasing ttalino nila para ipasa un. At sana di madali narin ung ibang subject ko nung college na ko kasi na advance ko nasa to nung high school. Buti nalang at magaling ung mga teacher ko nung high school di ko man makaila na mababa ang grade ko nung high school at napilitan ako na sumama sa swimming team nung intrams namin dahil sa takot ko sa physics teacher ko. Matapus ang lahat ng un akalain mo na line of 7 ang binigay sakin na grade… . Naiinis ako at nahihiya talaga.. .paborito ko pa naman ang subject na physics madalas naman ako mag boardwork sa simula noon. Napabayaan lang dahil sa dami sa extra curricular activity ko sa CAT . Well past is past di ko na mababawi ung sa OTR ko.

Nung mag ccollege na ko nagpumilit ako na pumasuk sa University at un nakasabit din. ..akalain mo yun napilitan silang tangapin ako? Hehe. Sa simula di naman ako kulilat. ..pa-easy-easy lang ako. Lalu sa subject na Physic binigyan man ako ng kawit nung high school ko nasa linyang uno naman ang binigay sakin ng college prof. ko at di narin ako nun nag exam. .. Di man ako ang may pinaka grade sa klasi OK lang.. . Di naman lahat ng ko alam nila, Yan ang sabi ng Math Prof ko dati.. .

Ako si Shie

Ako? Wala sinu ba naman ako. ..isang normal na bata na nilalang sa mundong eto. Trying Hard sa lahat ng bagay, maraming gustong gawin. Ayaw ko na nga na matulog minsan sayang ng time baka kunin na ko ni Lord.

Eto Picture ko with gabriel, ummp si gabriel ay isang guitara na regalo sakin ng Kuya ko for my 20th B-day late nga lang ng 8 month banigay. Will di ko man expected na bibigyan ako. Marami ang na bbenifet kay gabriel dito sa boarding house late na nga lagi umu-Uwi dito sa kwarto. mensan di narin sya umuuwi. Un hinahap ko sya palagi pagkaumaga. Mahirap talaga pag di ka marunong magilara.

Sana matagal na kong marunong kasi Elementary pa ko nun tinuturuan na ko ni kuya, peru umalis sya wala na nakalimutan ko na. Ngayun dahil marunong ang mga roommate ko dati, un nagpabili na ng guitara last year pa un. Peru ngayun begginer parin ako. Puro DAGA parin ang alam ko.